There was something about the way he.....

There was something about the way he stood there. Tall and strong and watching me. He looked so alone and so in need of love and care. There was something about the way he said Hi, I'm Josh, nice to meet you" that made me feel noticed and not so alone. He came towards me and asked for me to walk with him. We walked, and talked of ourselves, where we are from and where we live, where we want to go, and who we want to be. I knew instantly I wanted to share my life with him, every minute, every detail. He was handsome, with beautiful eyes. He was intense, sexy and alive, yet quiet and refined. I saw in him the things I wished I could be. It was on that walk I realized many things. I realized I could be safe, protected, and loved. That maybe I was worth something, and not completely alone. I had found someone to whom I wasn't invisible, and that was a rare find. I hardly said a word, because I am so shy, but he knew me so quickly, he understood me completely. He loved me too, from the moment we met. Since that day the struggles have piled up greatly. But I still love him more than a person could imagine, I'd be nothing without him. He is my husband, the love of my life. He is the best daddy, best lover, best person I know. Everyday I remember that day we first met, when all of my problems melted away. Why did it have to get rough on the way? If only it was always perfect, just like that day. I loved him then, and now, and forever. I couldn't live without him by my side. To think I did almost lose him haunts me all day and night. He will get better and so will I. We will both have the life we saw on that day. Full of love and laughter from us and the kids. He will smile and the world will light up. My prince charming will love me for the good and the bad and all that I am.