UPS and DOWNS of LIFE

This has definately been a crazy few months. Bedrest, new baby, sick new baby, baby on oxygen, two year old, financial problems, and the list goes on. I decided yesterday when my phone broke, that nothing else to terrible can happen. And once I set my mind to a more optimistic attitude, things began to get a little better. I think. My dad order my new phone (because I was smart enough to get insurance a few months ago) I got a temporary phone until it comes, we got to turn down Gracies oxygen, she seems to be getting better, and my computer which doesn't want to live much longer is in a spot where if I don't move it, will continue to survive for now. Even though I may still be frustrated with life, the discouraging moments are not going to win. I will continue to work on my marriage, my parenting, and most importantly my PATIENCE. There has been a song on K-LOVE that has helped me through this time, and while crying and listening to it many times, I never let it apply to my life or actually believe that blessings could be in hurt and bad things. Now I understand. The song is posted below and if you are going through something painful I hope you will click the link and that it brings you the peace that it brought me eventually! Thanks again to my friends that have been there for me! And thank you to Deb for coming to sit with Gracie today so I can take Mercy to the park. You are all so wonderful...a blessing in my life.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CSVqHcdhXQ